It's just you now.

Yes, just you :)

You and I

We'd give forever our super kaduper bestest shot :)

C'mon

It's coming.
I can feel it.
The heat will turn on again.
This time, I will hold on to it longer.
For as long as I could.
I will seize the opportunity.
It's coming. I just know it.
It's here.

Do you too?

I tend to stay where I am or keep on doing what I do
even if it's not working anymore because sometimes..
I just don't know any other place to go..
or know any other thing to do.

Breakdown, J. Johnson

But you can't stop nothing
if you got no control
of the thoughts in your mind
that you kept and you know
you don't know nothing
but you don't need to know
the wisdom's in the trees
not the glass windows
You can't stop wishing
If you don't let go
of the things that you find
and you lose, and you know
you keep on rolling
put the moment on hold
the frame's too bright
so put the blinds down low

Breakdown, J. Johnson

Totally Yours.

Totus Tuus

The next ink is coming.

Yes, really.

You can never be too good at something.
There is always something to improve.
Always.


And...
It's funny how much better things got after just a year.
Where I am now is better than where I was standing exactly a year ago.

Everyone's got to keep something

I will never wish for any memory to be erased
I must admit though that I wished for that during certain points in my life
But come to think of it,
I would always choose to keep every memory
Even if there are memories that bring back pain..
I'd never want to lose any of it

I just know

I look at you,
I hold you,
I feel you
and I know.
Every word that's left unsaid,
every reason that cannot be justified,
every unreasonable excuse

Each one suddenly makes sense

*%$&!@*%&$#

So why did I do it?
I could offer a million answers, all false.
The truth is that I'm a bad person,
but that's going to change,
I'm going to change.
This is the last of this sort of thing.
I'm cleaning up and I'm moving on,
going straight and choosing life.
I'm looking forward to it already.

I'm going to be just like you:
the job, the family, the fucking big television,
the washing machine, the car,
the compact disc and electrical tin opener,
good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance,
mortgage, starter home, leisurewear, luggage,
three-piece suite, DIY, game shows, junk food,
children, walks in the park, nine to five,
good at golf, washing the car,
choice of sweaters, family Christmas,
indexed pension, tax exemption, clearing the gutters,
getting by,
looking ahead,
to the day you die.

Renton, Trainspotting

Certainly

I am unsure about a whole lot of stuff right now.
Work and life and whatnot.
Except for one thing:
My ever after would be perfect with you.
Most certainly.