Gawd.

I miss you. I really do.

I look & I stare

I look at you and I can't help but stare.
You wear nothing
but you wear it oh so well.

I am

..your weirdo :)

The Highest Place

I can say that my soul is at a very high place right now.

But I will never forget and never, ever deny that the highest place on earth
and the life after our life here on earth
is still being down at the Lord's feet :)

I Love...

I love it when you contradict yourself when it is just the two of us.
I love the way you let me into the whole of you when you said that you do not just allow anyone in.
I love the way that you are so honest about every single detail of you --the way you feel and what you think;
And how you make fun of me when I react unfavorably but still comfort me and assure me adorably.
I love the way you show to me the part of you that the world cannot see.
I love that you see the ordinary things in me so distinctively.
I love the fact that for you, the usual things done with other people if done with me, are all specially different.

I've Never Imagined This

I have never imagined that I'd ever get this close to you.
I've never imagined seeing, feeling, hearing and experiencing this part of you.
I guess the best things do come when we least expect them to.
The best part of my life now came when I least expected it to.
The best part of me now is you.

Just Us

In our world we can touch and we can be.
And we can talk and we can understand and we can share
and we can reach and we can laugh and we can like and even love.
In our world we can be just us.

Your Last First

I want to be your last first kiss.
I want to be your last first love.
I want to be your last first head-over-heels crazy roller coaster ride.
I want to be your last first good morning hug.
I want to be your last first everything.
:)

Semi-charmed Life

You are that special someone else that will help me get through this semi-charmed life.
I don't have to take sips of you through my nose to get lifted up.
And besides, I don't think I can take sips of you through my nose anyway :))
I just need to see you and be able to talk to you and share what I'm thinking
and hold you and listen to you and I'll be high enough to see that the sky is gold.

Fate and Faith

Fate and faith.
We should have faith in what is in store for us.
We should have faith in what the future holds.
For with faith, wherever fate brings us,
we will have the courage and the grace to accept
however things turn out to be.

:)

They said I've got to have something to stand up and fight for.
Because if not, I'd just fall for anything.
Now that I've got you, now that I am holding you,
I will stand up and fight for you.

Heroin

YOU ARE EXACTLY MY BRAND OF HEROIN.

Nodody else will understand

Nobody else will understand, not even you.
You do not see yourself as I see you.
You are not like anyone that I have ever known.
You are fascinating. Beyond fascinating.
And obviously, it follows that you fascinate me more than anyone else could.

Honestly?

Honestly speaking,
you caught me off-guard :)
Those things? They just happened.
Oh so perfectly.

It is all Perfect

We held each other close and tight.
In that moment, in those passing seconds, minutes, hours,
everything felt right.
It felt right holding you and whispering in your ear
how amusing you are,
whispering in your ear and asking,
"What is it with you?"
And then you'd just smile and shrug so innocently.
You fit right into my arms and my fingers fit right into yours.
It is all perfect.

In that moment,
it seemed that everything else was worth letting go of.

The Best

You are the best among the best ones.

All 5

All 5 horizons revolve around your soul;
--as the earth to the sun.

AS I DO TO YOU.

Wanna feel what I feel?

It doesn't hurt me.
YOU WANNA FEEL WHAT I FEEL?
YOU WANNA HEAR WHAT DEAL I'M MAKING?
If I only could make a deal with God. I WOULD.
You say you don't wanna hurt me.
But you should see how deep the bullet lies.
TELL ME. TELL ME AGAIN.
Tell me you don't want to hurt me.

Oh no.

OH NO.
That night couldn't be more unexpected.