Now That I'm Thinking

Now that I'm thinking about it.. I love you. I know it inside me. I really, really love you. So much so that I gave everything that I could and kind of forgot of myself. It's not your fault that I turned into how I am. It's my fault that I allowed myself to get lost in what we had. What happens to me is my responsibility, I was wrong for blaming you. You're right, we've had good times and it's my fault that I only focused on the bad stuff. I'm sorry it had to be like this, that it had to end like this.

I hope I could fix myself sooner than later. And I hope that by then, our paths will cross again.