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I would like to believe that being what I am and actually deciding to live my life as I am, I have certain privileges that a usual person (girl) would not have.

Ideally, a couple would marry, have kids (or vice versa), raise the kids until they can stand on their own and then, as a couple, do whatever they would want to do.

Now, since I will not have kids and marry, I will be jumping straight to the last step which is to do whatever I (or KD and I) would want to do. This is a privilege, an advantage. But what do I do?

It's great that I do not necessarily have a guide book to follow but it's also hard to figure out how I should go about things.

Free as I may seem, I feel even more trapped as those who have something to follow.