Wake Me Up

Closed my eyes.
Scientist was playing: .."Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry. I had to find you, tell you I need you, tell you I set you apart."
Telling myself I'd still light up the sky for you. Let me light up the sky for you.
You have my attention like a scream through a silent sanctuary.
Kismet --I'd travel for two hours to bring Butterfingers.
Hello. Goodbye.
I turned.
And when I was about to say I love your every color, your everything --I woke up.

I want to stay awake.
I don't want to close my eyes anymore.
I cannot afford that.
Not now.
Never.