Just Questions. No Answers.

So why exactly am I where I am now.
Why do I step in and out of happiness.
Like consciousness.
When you hit your head or something.
In and out of consciousness.
In and out of happiness.
There will always be something missing.
Lacking.
And it sucks because I just keep on asking what that might be.
And obviously, I do not get answers.
Anyway.
Do we ever get answers to our unwavering questions?
Were we ever meant to know why, what, and how?