I Am

The bearer of unconditional things.

Meaning

It is a struggle to find it.
Although I've learned
that if I look closely, properly,
I will be able to see.
Now, I am staring straight into it.
The one I am looking for?
Probably. Yeah.
Could be.
Most probably.

Difference

To get tired of saying how I feel is alright.
To lose the urge to express and manifest the feelings that I have is...
Forgivable.

But for me to get tired of feeling altogether?
That would be a catastrophe.
I would rather feel pain than to not feel at all.
To feel is to know that I am alive.

Through and Through

Hit.
Through and through.
Hard on the ground.
Face down.
No blood, just a smile.
In the seeming endless irony,
I get to smile
my distinct smile.

Silence

Amidst the noise, the chaos, the confusion,
I will be your silence.
I will be silence.
When the world is too painful to take in
and listen to,
I will be silence.
Your Silence.

Craaaazzzyyy

So what do I do now?
I dunno, I dunno.
Jump jump. Hop hop.
Skipping skipping.
Skip a beat, skip a cue.
Missed the point of living life anew.

Pass to me that bitter-tasting herb,
pass that sweet, sweet sugar;
all it takes to complete the symphony
I've always been singing.

Got It

You got your point across.
Not going anywhere.
Trust me.

Your...

Clouds in the sky when you fly.
Solid ground when you come down.
Wind.
Sun.
One good thing.
One real Love.

Where Are The Others?

Where does the good go?

I have a piece with me.
Enough to make me complete.
Was just wondering..
Where the others could be.

Dandandandaaaaan...

I can be your sweetest dream,
your grandest nightmare.

A Dose of D.

And I open my eyes.
I wonder where I am,
then I remember.
Oh, right here.
For the first few minutes of the day,
it sinks, pushes me to sulk.
And then it washes itself away.
Allowing me to live through the day
with all the right to triumph.

Jump In.

Take the plunge.

Parang Nestea lang.
Yeah, parang Nestea lang.

I'll never know if I don't try.

So.. There.

I Might

If I'm the only one, then I might.

Toink.

What will I do with 10, 000 spoons when all I need is 1 knife?

TickTock.

The clock is ticking.
It won't ever stop.

And the moments are passing, gone.
Second per second,
minute per minute,
hour per hour.

A day. A day has passed again.

And Then You Told Me...

"You've already won me over inspite of me.
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet.
And don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are,
I couldn't help it, it's all your fault."

*Yes, Buddy :)

After yesterday, what's done is done.
No regrets, whatsoever.
Thank you --for being firm on this one with me.
Your message came right on time.
2009, here we come :D

Resolution

No need for New Year's resolutions and stuff like that.

Live. Just live.
Love? Yeah, that one, too. Just love.
And do everything, even the simplest of things,
with dignity and pride.
Serve others with joy.
Help friends who are in need.

I dunno.. Just be good.
I guess?
Yeah, I guess that's it.

And oh, choose to be happy.
And commit to that choice.
Yeahmeeeen!

Haha. Crazy year ahead. Let's goooooooo! ;)

No Looking Back

No more looking back ;)